Starting Today...

   Starting today, Syr will begin my training for orgasms on demand. i'm not sure how else to put it, except i did not succeed with an orgasm in 4 minutes or less. Now, i have to wait 5 days to try again. Syr has let me know anytime i think i can brake the 4 minute mark, i can let her know and try to go at it. But so far i think i will try to see how long i can go before i go insane. In the meantime, She will be incorporating lots of sexual tension, frustration and trauma, and i am very, very excited! i just want to please Syr. In the meantime, i am fighting insecurity, and imaginary ostracising from friends. Syr has informed me what i feel inside my head is NOT reality. So, in between being sexually played with, i am still trying to hold up my little porn star self, and not regress to age 12. What a combination to work with....