Today is my beautiful Maker's birthday. She is 50, and looks like a glowing, ageless angel. i hate to say it, but the fact She's turned 50 has turned my screws like nobody's business. i think it comes from when i was in my early 20's, and always had crushes on older men. the age difference is a turn on, and when i look at my Wifely, fifty suits Her perfectly well.
i woke Her up this morning with with gusto (heh heh) and happily made her ginger tea while She got ready for the day. i felt awesome; i made her a Dr.Who themed picture for her birthday, and She loved it. It made me feel like i could jump the moon. i funnily couldn't sleep, because the thought of jumping on her in the morning was too exciting and charged me way too much. i love the fact She continually charges my fire, and nowadays, my flame is intensely hot and bright.
So trying to figure out what to write today, i figured out what felt right: a wish list for my Girl. So here it goes:
i pledge, each day, to take care of myself; to learn to love who i see in the mirror, and to do my best to eat and drink healthily, take care of my skin, and involve myself in activities that stimulate my brain and help me stay calm, such as my drawing, writing, and playing music.
In turn, i will be able to each day learn to organize my life better, so in turn i can Serve You better. The more organized i am, the easier it is to be attentive and wait on Your every need. And that is always a burning need, whether i am in the mindset to Serve or not. i always, always want to.
i will learn to be more gentle on myself, by not beating myself up for something as serious as dropping a vase, or as non-serious as spilling milk on the table. By being gentle with myself, i will be able to take orders or dismisiveness with a gleam in my eye and not a tear, but more seriously, be able to take critique and critical comments that have to do with servitude or everyday issues.
also, being more gentle on myself, will make play twice as pleasurable. when i am not dealing with pain, play is an angry release for a short-lived amount of time. when i am free to let my body, soul, mind, senses, and heart enjoy the punishments You meter out with love, sadism, patience and respect, i am able to fly freely, smile, cry, and bond with You on levels i cannot even try to understand.
i promise not a day will go by that i won't let You know how much i love You, and how much You have changed my life. i know You already know it, but as Your chosen pet, i honor and cherish the daily, constant opportunity to express my devotion and love. it's like a daily gift!
i also promise i will continue to do my best to always stay in the moment, communicate, look you in the eye, and to never go to bed angry. i will continue to apologize when i am wrong, and be accountable for anything i do that i am aware of. Living a healthy lifestyle dictates it, and You have been a shining example to follow.
As for play, i will continue to work on being constantly open and available to You whenever the whim hits You. In turn, i will not be sullen and passive-aggressive when You are not in the mood but i may be.
i am, and will continue to, always cherish all your kisses. You kiss like a dream. Your tongue tastes delicious, and being wrapped up snug in your arms is a peaceful quiet oasis.
my body will be available to you to spank, slap, tweak, pinch or bind, or simply to kiss and hug. i rarely never have issue with affection, but sometimes i hate nip pinching!
i will always relish and take comfort in the fact that not only You love me, but You covet me, You own me, and You have the right to do what You feel. i know You cherish me, and will never do anything that would break me mentally or physically.
Most importantly, i will thank the stars above that after 10 years, You still love me, and want me like when we first met. Knowing i am loved and kept is the year long gift that never stops giving.
Happy, happy Birthday, my Beautiful Maker, My Insane Beest, My Clever, Creative Maker, and my Beautiful, Kind, Sweet, Wifely!
Love, pet xxx
i woke Her up this morning with with gusto (heh heh) and happily made her ginger tea while She got ready for the day. i felt awesome; i made her a Dr.Who themed picture for her birthday, and She loved it. It made me feel like i could jump the moon. i funnily couldn't sleep, because the thought of jumping on her in the morning was too exciting and charged me way too much. i love the fact She continually charges my fire, and nowadays, my flame is intensely hot and bright.
So trying to figure out what to write today, i figured out what felt right: a wish list for my Girl. So here it goes:
i pledge, each day, to take care of myself; to learn to love who i see in the mirror, and to do my best to eat and drink healthily, take care of my skin, and involve myself in activities that stimulate my brain and help me stay calm, such as my drawing, writing, and playing music.
In turn, i will be able to each day learn to organize my life better, so in turn i can Serve You better. The more organized i am, the easier it is to be attentive and wait on Your every need. And that is always a burning need, whether i am in the mindset to Serve or not. i always, always want to.
i will learn to be more gentle on myself, by not beating myself up for something as serious as dropping a vase, or as non-serious as spilling milk on the table. By being gentle with myself, i will be able to take orders or dismisiveness with a gleam in my eye and not a tear, but more seriously, be able to take critique and critical comments that have to do with servitude or everyday issues.
also, being more gentle on myself, will make play twice as pleasurable. when i am not dealing with pain, play is an angry release for a short-lived amount of time. when i am free to let my body, soul, mind, senses, and heart enjoy the punishments You meter out with love, sadism, patience and respect, i am able to fly freely, smile, cry, and bond with You on levels i cannot even try to understand.
i promise not a day will go by that i won't let You know how much i love You, and how much You have changed my life. i know You already know it, but as Your chosen pet, i honor and cherish the daily, constant opportunity to express my devotion and love. it's like a daily gift!
i also promise i will continue to do my best to always stay in the moment, communicate, look you in the eye, and to never go to bed angry. i will continue to apologize when i am wrong, and be accountable for anything i do that i am aware of. Living a healthy lifestyle dictates it, and You have been a shining example to follow.
As for play, i will continue to work on being constantly open and available to You whenever the whim hits You. In turn, i will not be sullen and passive-aggressive when You are not in the mood but i may be.
i am, and will continue to, always cherish all your kisses. You kiss like a dream. Your tongue tastes delicious, and being wrapped up snug in your arms is a peaceful quiet oasis.
my body will be available to you to spank, slap, tweak, pinch or bind, or simply to kiss and hug. i rarely never have issue with affection, but sometimes i hate nip pinching!
i will always relish and take comfort in the fact that not only You love me, but You covet me, You own me, and You have the right to do what You feel. i know You cherish me, and will never do anything that would break me mentally or physically.
Most importantly, i will thank the stars above that after 10 years, You still love me, and want me like when we first met. Knowing i am loved and kept is the year long gift that never stops giving.
Happy, happy Birthday, my Beautiful Maker, My Insane Beest, My Clever, Creative Maker, and my Beautiful, Kind, Sweet, Wifely!
Love, pet xxx
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